Going to attempt to keep a blog going. Seriously.

Got this idea from my friend Kate. Let's see how it goes:

1. I am happy with myself.
2. Though I have doubts from time to time.
3. I am lucky to have the friends I do.
4. I consider some of them as close as family.
5. I have always been surrounded by good people.
6. They have made me what I am today as much as I have.
7. I voted for the first time today.
8. I'm excited to vote,
9. But ashamed that its the first time ever.
10. I think I bit off more than I can chew school wise this semester
11. George Mason has been a humbling experience so far.
12. I probably needed it to be.
13. I am a military wife,
14. But I am not uneducated, Republican, or a baby factory
15. I am an idealist
16. But I like to think I'm realistic
17. I feel oppressed by Christian values
18. I feel like people think I'm a child because I don't believe in Christianity
19. Probably because I always felt that way with non Christians when I was one
20. I think my parents are in denial
21. But they are the best people I know
22. I love my in laws
23. I want to do what the best for my son
24. Public schools need so much more than they are given
25. I think supplementing education is critical
26. Homeschooling is one of the scariest things to me unless its done right
27. I hate the mommy wars
28. But I also think its scary that people don't want their children to see any views but their own
29. This is harder than I thought it would be
30. I have two papers to write tomorrow
31. I think Marines are sexy in general
32. I love to travel
33. I plan to travel much more than I actually travel.
34. I want to live overseas
35. I am thankful for my rights as an American though
36. I want to study other cultures
37. I want to work at an embassy.
38. I am going to school to be a social worker
39. Though I really want to be a biologist.
40. I think I'd make a better scientist,
41. But it isn't a good portable career.
42. I worry about being seperated from my family so I can finish my degree
43. I don't look at it as being selfish,
44. But I feel a little guilty for wanting it so bad.
45. I want to get my PhD
46. I think Dr. would go well with my name
47. I'm interested in policy making
48. I am a nerd
49. I love Stargate Atlantis
50. And the Girls Next Door
51. Though I consider myself a feminist
52. I care about my appearance
53. though I don't let it rule me.
54. I need to work out more
55. I get sick of hearing people say I don't need to work out because I don't need to loose weight
56. No one seems to think you do it just because its good for your body.
57. I hate my teeth
58. I don't think I have one feature that stands out, but I think I am average in most places
59. I have become much more serious as I've gotten older
60. I try hard to be spontaneous from time to time
61. I miss living in Twentynine Palms
62. Mostly I miss the people
63. I talked to a friend from there today
64. He's set to deploy again this year
65. I do love living near DC
66. I feel as comfortable in the city as I do in the middle of nowhere
67. I miss the night sky over Joshua Tree
68. I had a small crush on my biology teacher
69. I keep meaning to write my Psychology teacher
70. I feel terrible that I've lost touch with her already
71. I am terrible at organizing
72. I am overwelmed and therefore forgetful
73. I need to learn time management skills
74. I wish I had more time to read
75. I recently started listening to music again regularly
76. I asked my in laws to bring my oboe up when they visit this weekend
78. For the first time in ten years I want to play
79. Perhaps the one thing I regret was giving it up in the first place
80. The more time I spend in college this time around, the sillier I realize I was at 18
81. I would have never listened to myself now back then
82. But part of me smiles at the thought
83. I am still stubborn and want to learn things for myself
84. I hope Draigan is the same way
85. Though I feel like I am saying I want my life to be harder saying that
86. I still make mistakes
87. I hate cleaning
88. I hate a dirty house.
89. I wish I could afford a maid.
90. I want to save the world.
91. I want to make a difference.
92. I want to adopt.
93. It bothers me that people spew propaganda
94. I miss my nieces and nephews
95. But I'm glad I don't live in Indiana
96. My husband is pretty patient
97. I don't think I'm always easy to live with
98. But I'm sure I make life interesting.
99. He cleans the kitchen
100. I cook. The arrangement makes me happy.